Today , at my tuition class , I was wondering where's my best friend . She didn't showed up . And then , a friend of mine who sat next to me said that my best friend couldn't come because there will nobody to fetch her later . And I was like ... "Why she didn't told me about that ?" "Why did you only told that girl ?" ... Seriously , I thought we were best friends ... Dulu kau selalu shared stories , problems , life matters dengan aku . Tapi sekarang , kau dah lain .
You've changed completely ! I'm not sure if I HAVE to hate you ... Woww ... Kau memang dah berubah kan ...?
Sekarang , kau asyik hangout dengan dia je . Nak pergi mana2 dah tak nak saing dengan aku lagi dah ...
Kau rasa , apa yang aku rasa bila tengok kau gelak2 , lepak2 dengan dia ? Aku tau , aku ni bukan jenis orang yang bila berjalan berpegang tangan macam dia ; sebab that's look so to lesbian . I will never do that . Tapi takkan laa sentuhan that girl terus buat kau replace kan dia as your BFF ? Aku tak tau apa aku buat sampai kau dah tak share apa2 dengan aku . Yes , aku jealous kawan baik aku rapat dengan orang yang bukan dia kenal masa pertama kali sekolah menengah ... Aku kecik hati babe ... Kalau ikut fikiran , memang dah lama aku planned nak bagitau kau betapa aku sedih kita dah tak rapat macam dulu lagi . How much did I sad of seeing you with her ... Tapi kalau ikut hati , memang sampai bila2 aku akan pendam ...
It's okay kalau kau dah tak nak kawan dengan aku . Aku tak kisah ... Cuma aku takut kalau2 lepas habis sekolah nanti , andai kata kita tak sehaluan lagi , andai kata kau jumpa kawan yang lagi baik dari aku , aku harap kau tak lupa aku as your ex best friend , okay ... This may sound lesbian . But I want to tell you that I love you as a friend ................
That's it ....
sad PEACE ~~~~






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